lookinme

01 January 2007

that we all, one day, will die
doesn't scare me, but that you may
so soon -- why the fuck with all
suicide wants -- in my nascent
upcoming summoned to your
chambre: a language in such
ascent we can't...rise fast enough
to meet our deaths alone.
empty of thought, just like
the day we, vacant, escaped
the vault of womb.

this is about something more serious. not like televisions, because those, like cars, are so fucked up and serious; more about the sweet people who want razorblades and car "accidents" and icy fast moving streams more than they want this simple life.
my brother has been speaking to me about suicide...over a girl, really over SEX! fucking sex, unbelievable...this brilliant girl i was seeing (she's completely batshit wacko, insane) but brilliant, says she just wants this to end...to start over? i told her that we cannot die. maybe she will (has?) how the fuck do you tell people to LOOK AROUND! this perfect earth that we're fucking up is so much more important than you.
sorry folks. i love you, really i do. one day you'll see.

1 Comments:

  • Suicide is selfish!

    My ex b/f is an alcoholic and once held a gun to his head while drunk... and I had to call 911 as he was saying goodbye to me. It's bullshit if you ask me.

    There's people like me who fight everyday to stay alive... literally. And then there's so-called healthy people, those w/out such life threatening health problems, that decide to end it all for themselves. Pisses me off!

    By Blogger Rocky Mountain Rat Girl, at 10:59 AM  

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